Essay/Term paper: Kovic's "born on the fourth of july"

Essay, term paper, research paper:  Humanities Essays

Kovic's "Born On The Fourth Of July"


This was an extremely powerful book. Ron Kovic is very able to get his
point accross to the reader. He brings you throughout his life showing you, no.
. . showing cannot describe the feeling adequately enough. He puts you into his
life, when he goes through the trenches, you go with him. When he hits a home
run for little league you can experience, not the joy it brought him at the time,
but the pain in remembering that joy now that he can no longer do those things.
When he makes love with a woman in mexico you can completely understand how
stirring, meaningful and frightening the experience is for him.
This is a book about self discovery. From beginning to end, you see him
struggling to survive life. He is constantly trying to be the best at
everything. From the very start he was working out his arms trying to make
himself bigger that way to make up for being to short. He joined the cub scouts
with his friends and marched in the memorial day parade. He hit a home run his
first time at bat in little league. When he grew he joined the wrestling team
and constantly won first place in competition. When he lost, it was so
emotional that he would cry. He would do anything to be first, even if it meant
incredible agony.
The coaches made us do sit-ups, push-ups, and spinning drills until
sweat poured down our faces and we were sure we'd pass out. "Wanting to win and
wanting to be first, that's whatÔs important," the coaches told us. "Play fair,
but play to win," they said. They worked us harder and harder until we thought
we couldn't take it anymore and then they would yell and shout for us to keep
going and drive past all the physical pain and discomfort. "More! More!" they
screamed. "If you want to win, then you[Ôre going to have to work! You're
going to have to drive your bodies far beyond what you think you can do. You've
got to pay the price for victory! You can always go further than you think you
can."
Kovic wanted so much to be a hero, to be all of his heroes rolled up in
one. He would do anything to achieve that goal.
The way that Kovic writes this book makes it even more incredible. He
jumps around in his life, telling you things in, what I believe is, their order
of importance to him. He begins by describing to you the feeling of being shot
and what is going on around him. You follow him through the sequence of being
carried off the field, moved to a hospital, moved to another hospital. You can
see him winning a medal of honor. He describes to you the other wounded
soldiers around him, and while you feel for him, by taking a look around the
room through his eyes you get a fuller picture of just how terrible this war was.

He then skip[s around through his childhood, his birthday on the fourth
of July, playing with his friends. You can see just how good his life was. It
was perfect, what most kids would dream of, but he never felt that he was good
enough. He always thought he could do more and he could never talk to girls.
So on his graduation from high school, still trying to be the big hero he joined
the marines because they were the best.
You are in my platoon and if you people wanna be marines, y'all gonna
hafta work harder than you have ever worked before in your lives and you are
gonna have to listen to me and you are gonna do everything I tell you to do if
you want to get your asses off this island alive and become marines you better
listen to me.
You can see the comparison with drill camp and the wrestling coach. He
gives a whole chapter to the drill sergeant yelling at them. It is an
incredible chapter, filled with do this and do that and grow up, be a man, mixed
thoughts, confused feelings and fear. It's one of the most moving chapters in
the book.
In everything he is confused about what to do next. While in the
marines he could never decide if he wanted to go back home or stay. He could
never decide whether or not he should go speak up about Vietnam. He could not
decide whether or not he wanted to get married. He is constantly trying to
become whatever it is he is to become. He knows he was kept alive for some
reason and he is continually trying to figure out what that reason is.
Which brings me to another point in the book. Even when he came back
from Vietnam as a cripple, he did not speak out against it, he still believed in
what was happening over there, he still believed in what he had been fighting
for. Yes he had seen a lot of horrible things but he despised the college
students and hippies who burned their draft cards and protested against it, and
were not willing to fight for their country. He even marched in the memorial
day parade again, which was also one of the worst days of his life, being driven
around in that cadallac having everyone staring at him because they couldn't, or
wouldn't, understand.
It wasn't until the Kent State shootings that he began to question his
beliefs. He began to listen to what the other side had to say. To speak up
about what was really happening in Vietnam. The story feels like it is taking
place over years, he does so many things that you cannot possibly see where all
this time is coming from, but it only takes a couple of years to do. He went to
high schools and told the kids his story, almost the same way the marine
recruiters had come to his school a few years before to tell them how wonderful
life in the marines could be. He become one of the most active speakers in the
anti-war demonstrations. He was even at Nixon's acceptance speech in 1972 to
yell at him from the center aisle to stop the war several times and being
interviewed during a life broadcast, before he was pulled out of the tent
backwards by security with republicans booing and hissing al around him.
Towards the end of the book he describes what happened to him in Vietnam,
how each new mission was supposed to make up for the last one that had gone
extremely wrong. He began to realize, after he had shot his corporal and a hut
full of young, unarmed children, that everything was different out here and
winning medals and being first wasn't important anymore.
But now it all seemed different. All the hopes about being the best
marine, winning all those medals. They all seemed crushed now, they were gone
forever. Like the man he had just killed with one shot, all these things had
disappeared and he knew, he was very certain, they would never come back again.
The book ends with him describing memories from his childhood. Making
plans in the backyard for his future. His mother using the hula hoop. His
sister teaching him how to do the twist. Playing basketball with the girls
watching. How wonderful the whole scene is compared to the gruesome
descriptions from the chapters before. How easy everything was. He ends the
book with these few simple words.
There was a song called "Runaway" by a guy named Dell Shannon playing
one Saturday at the baseball field. I remember it was a beautiful spring day
and we were young back then and really alive and the air smelled fresh. This
song was playing and I really got into it and was hitting baseballs and feeling
like I could live forever.

It was all sort of easy.
It had all come and gone.

Through this book and through the eyes of Ron Kovic you are able to see
just how intense and difficult this period of time was. Children were brought
up to be extremely patriotic and democratic. Some rebelled and some like Kovic
remained patriotic and went to war voluntarily. It took this life changing
event for Kovic to change how he thought of his country. It took many deaths
and many years of trying to understand himself before he could see with open
eyes how unjust America had been to him and his fellow veterans.
I loved this book, it is so incredibly moving and you want to cry and
hope that he will be able to walk again, but he just leaves you there with the
memory of that old song. You want to turn the page and find another chapter,
but there is none to be found. You want to know that everything will be all
right, but it won't be. This is not one of those stories that you can read and
then disconnect yourself from it, saying it could never happen to you. I think
about Kovic's story a lot. It sticks with you in your mind very clearly
reminding you of it's existence. This is not a fictional character that you can
write off, this is not just a story. This man exists and he let's you know he
it. This is one of the best written books I have ever read and, were it not so
unsettling, I would read it again and again. But it is definitely one of those
books that everyone should read at least once in their life time.